Matthew Apostle &Evangelist
9 As Jesus was walking
along, he saw a man called Matthew sitting at the tax booth; and he said to
him, ‘Follow me.’ And he got up and followed him. 10 And as he sat at dinner in
the house, many tax-collectors and sinners came and were sitting with him and
his disciples. 11 When the Pharisees saw this, they said to his disciples, ‘Why
does your teacher eat with tax-collectors and sinners?’ 12 But when he heard
this, he said, ‘Those who are well have no need of a physician, but those who
are sick. 13 Go and learn what this means, “I desire mercy, not sacrifice.” For
I have come to call not the righteous but sinners.’
St Matthew, Apostle and Evangelist, has given his name to
one of our Gospels – and is only mentioned 5 times in the New Testament.
What is it about this man that made him such a prominent
figure in the early Church?
To know who Matthew was we need to look at what he did. Tax
collectors in those days were social outcasts. Devout Jews avoided them because
they were usually dishonest (the job carried no salary, and they were expected
to make their profits by cheating the people from whom they collected taxes).
Patriotic and nationalistic Jews hated them because they were agents of the
Roman government, the conquerors, and hated them with a double hatred if (like
Matthew) they were Jews, because they had gone over to the enemy, had betrayed
their own people for money. Thus, throughout the Gospels, we find tax
collectors (publicans) mentioned as a standard type of sinful and despised
outcast. The position of tax collector was comparable to that of prostitute or
murderer – and we know how Jesus dealt with those! Matthew was most likely a
rich man, an educated man, a lonely man – and he gave it all up to follow Jesus.
He followed Jesus because Jesus called him. Jesus called
him, but Jesus also went to him. Jesus said, “Follow me”, and then joined
Matthew in his community to share bread and wine. The Gospel writer makes a
point of letting us know that other tax collectors and sinners were gathered
there – and the good upright people of God were appalled. Bad enough that Jesus
should single out one such man for such special attention – but to willingly
choose to spend his time with those so far removed from the ideals of purity! Jesus
does this so many times we no longer find it remarkable, but at the time it
would have been equivalent to Pop Francis washing the feet of a young female
detainee as happened in April this year. I suspect that among those who
protested the loudest were those who considered themselves the most holy.
It has always been this way. Whenever we find ourselves
getting comfortable with ourselves, our status and our faith Jesus comes and
turns everything upside down. In Matthew’s gospel Jesus was found with the tax
collectors and the sinners – where is Jesus found in our church today?
When I am speaking to people who are enquiring about
becoming part of the Church, whether through baptism or as a adult, I always
emphasise that the Church is a place of broken people. Jesus the Christ called
the sinners, the tax collectors, the outcasts to a place at his table, and so
does the Church. That means that as a community, we are broken, holy, sick,
sainted, sinful people. We are not here because we are perfect, or even on our
way to being there. We are here because something in our soul feels our sin and
cries out to be made one with Christ.
We have high standards for those who gather in the name of
Christ. We expect them, we expect ourselves, to be somehow ‘better’ than those
who do not. On one hand, this makes sense – we are here to learn, to grow, to
love in faith and action. On the other hand, we are here because we need
healing – not because we are whole, but because we are not.
It is from this consciousness that this gospel must be
viewed. Matthew was written for a broken people, a people in the midst of pain
and rejection. Matthew’s community of Christian Jew’s saw themselves as
proclaimers of the fulfilment of all the Hebrew scriptures and tradition, but
they were met with resistance and hostility. By the fall of the temple, around
70 CE, the people who saw themselves as central to the redemption of God’s
people were being increasingly marginalised. As far as they were concerned,
they belonged in the centre, but were now on the point of being ostracised
completely. The pain of rejection colours the account of Jesus' crucifixion.
Jerusalem's destruction represents God's judgement for rejection of Jesus and
the same threat continues as a warning through the narrative. Hurting Jews are
accosting fellow Jews, blaming, shifting the guilt more and more away from
Pilate. In the hands of anti-Semitic Gentiles however the material has served a
terrible history which we are still having to undo and in which there is still
need for greater effort.
In this gospel, Jesus chose Matthew. Jesus chose to spend
his time here on earth with tax collectors and prostitutes, the rejects and
dregs of society. When the self-proclaimed righteous objected, Jesus reminded
them that God desired mercy, not sacrifice. In many respects I am relieved by
the acknowledgement of my own sinfulness – trying to be righteous is a
demanding and ultimately unfulfilling task. I stand here before God and before
all of you and confess that, like Matthew, I am in need of healing. I am
broken. But the good news that Matthew has shared is that Christ has chosen to
dwell with me. Christ has come to me in
my sin and willingly, eagerly, lovingly, come into my heart and redeemed my
soul.
We often say we are working towards a time when the Church
will be restored to glory. Perhaps instead we should be working towards a time
when there is no more need for healing.
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